family fun.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
5:26 PM
so last night i went to my cousins 30th surprise b-day bash! exciting & fun. not to my knowledge, my brother, mother, & b-day celebrating cousin decided since my cousins best friend was single; it was time to hook him up with me. He is adorable & a fantastic guy, but dang at least give me a heads up. lol. anyways, now i am headed to my cousins wedding with my cousins best friend as my date. im excited! he is gorgeous, 27, & a very sweet man. My mom loves him & gave him permission to date me, without me even knowing. LMAO! anyways ... the wedding is in 3 weeks. Of course im going to look drop dead sexy in a dress & heels, with my hair done. So i will have bunches of pictures.

also for those with facebook; i just made a page. Go ahead & add me;

http://www.facebook.com/people/Erin_Marie/1448900343

have a great day!

disposable friends.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
9:59 PM
everyone has em, you can't even deny it. the type of friends who only come around when they need something from you, come around when they please. they don't worry about you or your feelings, they just worry about what they want & what they need. if you had 5 cents left in your wallet, they'd be sure to take the final 5 cents you had, not worried about if you need it or not.

i had a great friend in highschool, lets name him PETE. Pete & me walked to class everyday, i looked at him like he was my little brother. Talked to him about everything ... turned to him whenever i needed help. We loose touch for a couple years, pete comes back around fucked up on all types of drugs. Stuck in the life of acid & coke ... pete can't even make decisions on his own. he can't depend on himself for shit ... always need someone to give him money, pay his bills, take care of his ass because he is so fucked up with the life of drug using. Never thought this would happen, he was such an awesome person inside & out. I seriously had love for him .. never would turn my back on him. The lies he told .. the words he said ... the actions he did .. you would never expect. I actually got enough balls & told him, he was not a best friend anymore ... just a disposable friend that comes when he pleases. Not worried about no one but himself. I understand if i was just some random new friend, but someone who has been in his corner for 7 years ... he can't even be a man about the situation. Instead he doesnt get what he wants & runs his mouth, disrepecting me behind my back. Then when im able to tell him i want nothing to do with him .. he claims how much our friendship means to him. Im sorry but from the lies & statements he said previously, i am unable to beleive a word out of his mouth. No matter what happens, if he was to call & ask for help, i will remain there for him .. but anything other then help for a bad situation, i want nothing to do with him.

take a look at the friends, think of the things they have done, the statements they have said, and the positions they put you in. is their friendship truely worth it?

for me; definately not! i have too much positive in my life, and much more positive on my way; why destroy that for one negative person? there is no reason / need to; so i will not sacrafice someone else for my positive lifestyle. keep your disposable friends at a distance & realize when / where to hang with them ...also whether they deserve you to be there for them.

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Sunday, September 7, 2008
7:51 PM
I have finally made it to the point in my life in which i am grown enough to have my own house. Yeah, it's not as easy as i thought, but i am a lot happier than i have ever been. Own house, own car, own job, own rules, and last but not least own money. The worst part about it is -- OWN BILLS. Let's see here, rent is 800 a month, (not much for a two story house, with a garage & all) 100 for internet & house phone, 100 for electricty, on top of that i have my cell phone bill, also car insurance .... & that's a shit load of money. Oh yeah, plus groceries for my fat ass. Yeah i know i look small like i don't eat, but i garuntee that i can eat more than you & not gain a pound. Anyways, my life is so fabulous right now. Only thing im missing is a man. Yet, i dont even need a man cause i'm doing so well on my own. Men these days play too many game, and i have realized with my own place & own shit, many more games have come along. It's actually sad the type of shit men think of, and to think they will actually get away with it just makes it that much more disturbing. Anyways ... like i said, i've never been happier than right now. Alsoooo, my puppy Harley is the shit. Yeah he is better than your puppy, i won't even lie to you!

but im done blogging for now, until next time ....
have a great night.
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finally.
1:49 PM
i have re-made my blog. took me forever,
but i did achieve my goal.
now i can get back to blogging, so you guys can read,
& learn so much more about me that you never knew.

i aint no ordinary girl!
after reading some of my blogs you will learn.
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Erin Marie 23 years young - female Born & raised in Chicago.




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