First Video Blog.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
10:53 AM
it's just me babbling; people kept requesting.
also i wanted to get the feel for it.

im going to start video blogging for my friends website; so it should be fun.
if ya'll have any topics you would like to be discussed by me;
just leave some comments or msg me.
i do have aim & yahoo.

here it is: bow chicaaa wow wowww. ROFL






nothing.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
9:29 PM
Maybe I wear baggies
and white socks with flip-flops,
maybe I don't like listening to rave
and I'm not on the social mountaintops,
maybe I don't care about the things
that make your worlds twirl,
maybe you look at me and think:
Gee, what a nothing girl.

Maybe I like giving smiles
which seems to be a sin today,
and maybe I allow my imagination
to sometimes run away,
maybe you don't understand this
and that's why you cannot see,
if this make me a nothing girl,
hey, that's ok with me!

The world makes you believe
your personality must not be detected,
your face must be picture perfect
and wear cloths just the best, to be accepted.
Maybe I look at you
and feel sorry that you're blind,
robots you have became,
yourself you'll never find.

God made you, as well as me,
this means I am something,
the world is a liar
and if I must be a nothing
for you to see it,
then so be it!

jobless.
Sunday, November 9, 2008
6:12 PM
tuesday oct 4 i took off work due to a medical emergency. 730 am i started hitting up my doctors office calling almost every hour trying to get in. due to certain circumstances my doctor didnt inform me until 600pm that i needed to find a new doc to go to. I went into work wednesday morning & first thing i do is run to my supervisors office & explain to her why i did not have a doc note. OBVIOUSLY BECAUSE MY DOC DECIDED TO TELL ME FUCK YOU. she understood. thursday at the end of the day i was called to a lady's office. Layed off, due to missin work tuesday. i said WHAT!? it was a medical emergency & you knew before i was hired that i had a failing liver. wtf do i do; come to work & have 4 diff docs & my insurcance company constantly callin me at work EVEN THO WE CAN'T TAKE PERSONAL CALLS! get the fuck out. either way i was going to get laid off. my supervisor was pissed; told the owner she was furious that i was getting laid off due to the fact i am one of her best employees.

so now im stuck; without a job worryin about how am i going to pay my bills. of course now i live in a house with my girl; with hella bills. & with this damn economy i dont know when the hell im going to get a new job. my mom offered to help me make my resume and she wants me to get in with the cop station. [ i majored in criminology in college] & she wants me to follow that shit. if i cant get in there she wants me to go to the court house. im thinking, lets go. but i have surgery thursday. so i have to wait until after that. now i if i sit my ass at home with nothing to do. im going to feel lazy .. worthless. so i need to find shit to do. i think im going to paint my room or something. lol maybe sleep all day? that way i wont think about shit.

who the fuck knows what ima do. im so lost confused sad & pissed all at one. damn.


random...
Friday, November 7, 2008
9:25 PM
today was rough. i went to the doc at 730 am; found out some bad shit. then my best friend rashad brought his son over to visit; because he is headed to jail today for 180 days! 180s fool; thats 6 months without my right hand man. ya'll dont understand. his son is my left hand; as he is my right hand. now i gotta wait 6 months to see both their asses.

also i found out my auntie has breast cancer. how do you react to something like that? my mouth dropped & that was about it. now i dont know what to do to "help" her. im shocked, confused, and scared. all in one!

im watching forensic files as im typing this; & damn. You can't kill no one with plans on getting away these days. technology they can use anything as evidence to catch yah ass. also people make hella stupid little mistakes when doing that stupid shit. but aye! guess you gotta learn the hard way eh dumbasses.

anyways im done ranting cause idk what to write anymore.


superman
Saturday, November 1, 2008
12:04 PM
i feel like im floating above the ocean
my superman got me taking sips of his love potion
i wish i could feel this weather every season
notice my heart is warmer than summertime cause he's the reason
i testified that i would speak the whole truth
he said he loved me and like magic all my tears went POOF!
he is the proof of my facial flutters
took all the pain & popped them like sum cheap ass rubbers
slicka than an avg fella, he has me wondering
if i took him home, would he mind just cuddling
more nuts than a snickers
theres no bitch in his blood, he's just my uplifter
thats why i call him my superman

save me if you can
he said he not only could
but he would
and treat me like his queen; new bonnie and clyde on the scene
we doing things that only happens in dreams
heavens to mercature my supermans packing
got those lips, that dick, his hands are a gift, plus his hands are stacking!
like TGIF's ribs, they slammin!

i thank God everyday
he blessed me in everyway
add this man into my life
he's my sean paul, giving me the light
my soul rescuer, my heart healer, my orgasm releaser, my satisfied pleaser.



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Erin Marie 23 years young - female Born & raised in Chicago.




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