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Friday, February 27, 2009
4:07 PM
spit it baby, whatever is on your mind lemme hear it baby. i LOVE freestylin' especially when the people doing it know wth they doing. for instance my buddy Aj! Heres a video of him & his buddy freestyling & i absolutely love this video. 



one day i want to attend a huge freestyle battle, just to see the competition.  my fav is when the rappers get heated & start spitting that serious shit. Hurting people emotionally type shit. i love listening to the lyrics because when freestyling they have  no time to think. it's just random thoughts that come to mind and before you even finish your thought, the line is already out on the table. Some people can be creative, while others are lame. Creativity & uniqueness is what hits me the hardest. anyways hope you enjoy the video as much as i did. 



online men.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
10:25 PM
so after a conversation tonight with a guy online, he brought up a subject i have always wanted to talk about. it's something i don't understand & honestly i don't believe i ever will. 

if you are a male with a girlfriend, what is the point of you coming online & caking with females? Trying to see their bodies, phone boning, whatever it is that you decide to do? Whether its IRL, or online shit is still being unfaithful. I have an example from a convo i had today ... 

him: tits?
me: you have a girlfriend
me: stop hittin me up on seein my body & shit
me: lol
him: she likes tits too
him: if i didnt wanna see yo body that would make me gay
him: then id hate myself
me: well i aint showing shit
me: so go somewhere else with that
him: lol
him: it aint eem dat serious
him: stares at yo avi <3

he has a girl, why he is trying to see my body & shit, i have no idea! i mean if we was walking in the mall, its like he just walked straight up talking about "damn guhl lemme see you wearing half of nothing." YET HE IS TAKEN. so then the convo continues to this ... 

him: wat i say that dumb
me: & something about you that aggrivates the hell outta me now
me: is youve had a girl the whole time
me: yet you be all on girl onlines
me: like wtf. dont you respect your girl?
me: this is a reason why i havent been in a relationship in over a year
him: i just be bored most of the time
me: guys piss me off. 
me: lol
him: i see wat u sayin tho
me: cant get a bitch irl to fuck around with .... 
me: so they go online seeing girls on cam & phone bone all that shit
him: but id never cheat on her irl 
me: like cant you just stay faithful
me: PERIOD
me: i honestly dont think a man can
me: which is why i gave up on relationships & just worry about me & mine.
him: true to a point

to a point tho? nah that's true all over! if you have a girl, you should not be online caking & asking other girls to strip, show they titties, show they ass, or even show they pussy. Doing that is still considered cheating, whether the girl is online or IRL. & the convo goes on as ... 

him: i talk to chicks online
him: but offline i dont talk to no other fe's
me: thats not the point.
me: online or off
me: still unfailthful
him: how
me: uhm lets see. 
me: me personally 
me: would never want to be with a man who is lookin at broads online naked whil eim not home
me: i would not wanna be with a man
him: wats the difference between that an porn
me: who is tellin a bitch online "oh damn nice body, oh lemme see that sexy tummy"
me: nahhh 
me: if a dude wanna do that, why have a girl?
him: wats the difference between that an porn
me: the difference between that & a porn, you're actually talking to the bitch
me: tellin her what to do
me: yall flirtin
me: doin yall thing
me: porn
me: yeen tellin them to do shit
me: you watchin & thats it
me: yeen flirting & all that other shit
him: even tho me an u freinds we both know aint no physical or emotional connection.

yes, between him & i there is nothing. But what happens if his girl was sittin next to him, i can garuntee you that he wouldnt type the same shit he types when she isnt next to him. My point being ... why say & do stuff with people whether they are online or IRL that you know damn well you wouldnt be able to do with your loved one sittin next to you? & why get mad, when someone like me say's no to pleasing you whether its with pics, or sexually when you have a girl at home? 

if someone can explain to me how this is okay when in a relationship, i'd buy em a 3 day vacation to hawaii or some shit. 


nate robinson wins the 2009 dunk contest.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
6:40 PM
he is so little & adorable. i love him. reppin for the ones who aren't as talented with the height! lol.

here's the video of his first round dunks :



& second round dunks as "krytonite" :



iverson cuts his hair.
5:56 PM
i'm so extremely sad because i love long hair on men & damn did allen look good. seeing him with the low cut, he still remains sexy as hell just surprsing because he had the long hair for so long. I guess you can look at it as he came into the league with a low cute, mine as well leave the league with a low cut. he is hitting that age where retirement is coming up soon.



hollister.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
4:00 PM
so my first day working was actually Feb 9th, but as you can tell im a little late on the updating. i can honestly say i love working there. it's a very simple job, and the shifts are only 4-5 hours. i must admit, since i have been unemployed for awhile my back & legs have been sore after the first couple of days. but i'll be over it shortly. as much as i love the job i dislike it just as much. the most hours i can get a week is 20. The avg giving everyone 10-15. You are given one scheduled day to work, the rest are call ins. call ins are so gay to me; but it's more hours if im lucky. For a call in, you are given a shift .. lets say 1-5 & you have to call in at 12 to see if they need you or not. so far i am 1-1 on call ins.

on my first day this kid tony trained me. nice kid, not cute tho. while we were working we got to talking about ourselves & i found out he went through the same bullshit i just did. he was working at target full time, was laid off, and applied EVERYWHERE only to get hired at hollister for shit hours. with that, we exchanged numbers thinking if we ever can't work, just call eachother & give em the hours instead of the other 82 people we work with. lol.

the discounts are nice, every month you get triple a where you are able to get 50% off on a couple things from a specific outfit. the rest is 20% off. While working you are allowed to wear jeans with either white/navy blue/grey shirt, and you must wear flip flops.which i must admit during the winter sucks, but i'll live. i have yet to see anyone cute there, so there goes the sterotype of hollister. When you think of hollister, you think of cute/sexy guys, NOT AT MY STORE. lol

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