jobless.
Sunday, November 9, 2008
6:12 PM
tuesday oct 4 i took off work due to a medical emergency. 730 am i started hitting up my doctors office calling almost every hour trying to get in. due to certain circumstances my doctor didnt inform me until 600pm that i needed to find a new doc to go to. I went into work wednesday morning & first thing i do is run to my supervisors office & explain to her why i did not have a doc note. OBVIOUSLY BECAUSE MY DOC DECIDED TO TELL ME FUCK YOU. she understood. thursday at the end of the day i was called to a lady's office. Layed off, due to missin work tuesday. i said WHAT!? it was a medical emergency & you knew before i was hired that i had a failing liver. wtf do i do; come to work & have 4 diff docs & my insurcance company constantly callin me at work EVEN THO WE CAN'T TAKE PERSONAL CALLS! get the fuck out. either way i was going to get laid off. my supervisor was pissed; told the owner she was furious that i was getting laid off due to the fact i am one of her best employees.

so now im stuck; without a job worryin about how am i going to pay my bills. of course now i live in a house with my girl; with hella bills. & with this damn economy i dont know when the hell im going to get a new job. my mom offered to help me make my resume and she wants me to get in with the cop station. [ i majored in criminology in college] & she wants me to follow that shit. if i cant get in there she wants me to go to the court house. im thinking, lets go. but i have surgery thursday. so i have to wait until after that. now i if i sit my ass at home with nothing to do. im going to feel lazy .. worthless. so i need to find shit to do. i think im going to paint my room or something. lol maybe sleep all day? that way i wont think about shit.

who the fuck knows what ima do. im so lost confused sad & pissed all at one. damn.
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Erin Marie 23 years young - female Born & raised in Chicago.




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